March 9, 2362

Fuck am I confused! Not only is Travis still being nice to me, but he seems to have become interested in socializing with me. Either he's fucking with me, or he's really not a complete asshole, only a little shallow.

And when I was on my way to the cockpit today, I could hear Blue and Travis talking, I even thought I head my name. But when I actually entered the cockpit they both went silent. When I talked to Blue later he wouldn't tell me anything, and for the first time since we became fuck buddies, he said no to me.

And to make things even weirder, Travis actually asked me if I wanted to join him for a drink or something at the next port. I told him okay, and I didn't mention being surprised. Between seeming like every bar I've been in since I joined this company has been left in chaos, and usually Travis has nothing to do with me outside the runs, it feels like something really weird going on. I'll figure it out at some point.

Damn it all to hell, I need to be fucked again.