January 20, 2361

Yesterday Mama met Jarzen. When she first saw him she silently evaluated him before she even acknowledged him. Kaith was friendly with him off the bat, but Kang shared some of Mama's reserve.

Jarzen wasn't his usual social self, he was more reserved and didn't speak much unless he was spoken to. I had never seen him like this before, but as I think about it now, he was dealing with the mother of the girl he'd taken the virginity from just the other night. My Mama can seem threatening, especially if she's being really quiet, and my brothers didn't help any, having shot up drastically since the last time I saw them.

I'm about six foot even, and I'd always been taller than them as we grew up, but now I was looking up at them. Since Jarzen was about my height, only a tiny bit taller, he was also looking up at my more Klingon than Trill looking brothers, brothers who are protective of their older sister.

That was lunch. I managed to lose Mama and my brothers that evening. Jarzen and I found a quiet corner and spent the evening talking. Jarzen admitted he wasn't sure how well he could handle my family. My mother was just too intense for him, and my brothers, well, they stood significantly taller than him and that didn't help matters at all. I assured him that they were just fine once you got to know them, and even I was initially intimidated by my brothers after seeing them for the first time since they shot up.

Jarzen's parents were gone this week and his sisters were running the restaurant tonight, so that left his family's living space empty. We retreated there for a little bit. As soon as the doors shut behind us, I caught him by the collar of his shirt and pulled him into a kiss. His left arm gripped around my waist like a vice, his right hand cupped my head just behind and below my ear.

He guided me backwards through the room and his right hand slid down my body. I had been wearing a knee length skirt with a slit up the left side, his hand found the slit and slid up under my skirt. At this point the back of my legs came in contact with the edge of a bed, which he later told me was his parents, so I leaned back onto it pulling him down on top of me. He slowly broke our kiss and sat up on top of me. I started to sit up too, but he put his hand upon my chest and stopped me asking me to lay back so he could try something. I nodded and did as I was told.

He slid my skirt up around my waist and leaned down. I felt his lips touch my inner thigh and I caught my breath. He kissed his way up between my legs. His hands gripped my hips and I felt what I assumed was the tip of his tongue cautiously probe between my legs. I let out a soft and deep moan and he took this as a go ahead to continue. His tongue darted forth more boldly this time, exploring every nook and cranny I had down there.

By the time he'd sat up and stopped he'd already gotten me to the point I'd been calling out loud enough his neighbors had to have heard. I let him sit and look down at me a moment then I sat up and tackled him so quickly that he hardly knew what hit him, even after I caught him in a kiss so long and deep it's a wonder we both remembered to breathe. While still caught in this state of lip lock I helped him out of his pants, pulling him into what we'd done the other night.

Afterwards we lay in each other's arms and I asked him how long he thinks our relationship will last. He shrugged his shoulders and kissed my forehead. I looked up at the chronometer on the wall. Realizing how late it was, I sat up quickly and explained that I had to go before I got in trouble with Mama when he tried to stop me. I gave him a kiss, straightened my clothes and left.

I got back to my room and found Mama sitting up waiting for me. I didn't see Kaith or Kang, so I assumed Mama had let them explore on their own. As I walked in the door, she looked me over, then frowned. She said “You'd better be careful, and I hope he doesn't hurt you.” and walked into the bedroom.

My brothers came back a little while later and were all too happy to tell me about their evening. They'd run into some of my classmates and gotten the gossip circulated about Jarzen and I. Kang told me he had to keep Kaith from starting a fight, since the rumors spoke so poorly of me, even though they spoke highly of Jarzen for his conquest.

They promised not to say anything to Mama about it, but I told them I think she already knows, but I do appreciate it.

They've gone to sleep now, so I really should wrap up my journal entry and get to sleep myself.